Recently I have noticed how many negative posts about and by children of divorce are floating around the internet. Things like “27 Reasons Why It’s Hard To Love A Child of Divorce” or “14 Negative Side Effects of Divorce on Your Children” or, and the most depressing, “I will never get married. Love does not exist or last forever. #ForeverAlone” Firstly, I am not here to condone or promote divorce in any way shape or form. I understand that in some circumstances divorce is warranted, but generally I’m against divorce as a whole. However, I have grown tired of the negative air you feel from people when they discover you have divorced parents. In my own college classes, if those of us with divorced parents are asked to identify our selves by raising our hand, 100% of the time more than half of the class raises their hand. This has always made me think, “If we are over half of the population, we better stop pitying ourselves, and find ways to grow from our experiences.” If we approach each child of divorce as some sort of lesser or broken child, then that is lessening and breaking over half of the children in America. In this post I want to reach out to the positive side of children of divorce. I want to show how I have grown from my parent’s divorce, and how I feel strong, knowledgeable, and empowered by it. My experience with divorce has been a walk in the park compared to many many other divorce stories, but I hope that this may give strength or knowledge to anyone who may be in need of a positive side of all the divorce negativity. Here is my list of positives that came from divorced parents.
1. Resilience
When your parents divorce, things change. Some kids watch their parents split and remain single, and some kids watch their parents split and change spouses another ten times. This is not comforting or positive for a child, but it forces us to learn to adapt. We learn that you can learn to love a new house or a new sibling. We can hate a new house or a new sibling, but we can adapt to living with what we hate. Personally, moving to college in another state seemed like a smoother transition for me because of my experience with transitions in my childhood. I do not fear the unknown quite as much because I have learned ways to cope with fear and confusion, and I have a list of new things I was scared or angry with that I conquered.
“Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter”
– Christina Aguilera
2. No One Is Perfect
Not even me. One of the most important things both of my parents told me after their divorce is, “I could have done things differently.” What this statement has taught me is that I better realize when I’m wrong and that I can be wrong before I mess something up so badly that it can no longer be fixed. From that one statement I have learned the importance of admitting and recognizing my faults. I have learned to look back at what I do and say when someone is upset with me, and reconsider how I could have handled it differently. I have learned to ask myself the question, “Will you be proud of yourself for handling this situation the way your anger or pain is making you want to?” I have learned that one of my biggest fears is looking back at relationships lost, and thinking that I could have done more. But one of my greatest accomplishments is keeping myself from doing just that through humility and love.
“We shall act with good intentions, but at times we will be wrong. When we are, let us admit it and try to right the situation.” -Joe Paterno
3. Two Families to Love!
Again, I realize that all divorce stories are different, but many have experienced combined families like I have. Has it been easy? “LAUGH OUT LOUD” no. It has been a bumpy ride. But at the end of the day I have gained more than I have lost, tenfold. Two sets of parents. Yes, two Christmases, blah, blah, blah, but the parents are more of the gift that keeps giving than the Christmases. My two sets of parents have two completely different parenting styles. How neat it has been to learn from them. I have strengths of knowledge and love and experiences that I owe to each set of parents that I would have never obtained without the combination of the four of them. And don’t get me started on the siblings. Because of my parents separation, I have: 3 biological sisters, 2 step-sisters, 1 half sister, and an adopted sister. But for the record, they are all just sisters to me, and they don’t need any of those other words to describe their relation to me. (Can I get an “AMEN!” people?) I know that some transitions to add or subtract families members seem unendingly hard, but I have found that if you let love guide your actions, you will find peace and love and happiness in any family situation.
“Two worlds, One Family”
– Phil Collins
4. We Won’t Settle
There are, of course, those cases in which divorce is passed down through the generations, but there are many of us who just simply won’t have that. The word divorce makes our generation’s blood boil. If you haven’t personally gone through it, you have a sibling, a friend, a cousin who has. Each of us enter a relationship with a feverish desire to find happiness and fulfillment, and most of us won’t settle until we have found it. You, as parents, might be praying and hoping for us to find the right one, but us divorced kids are ready to turn down every marriage proposal from now until the end of time if it means not entering into marriage with the wrong person. Sure, we may get a bit dramatic when we fight or when we feel like something is going wrong in the relationship, but we are going to fight to find the right person. Ask any child of divorce, even those of us who had mostly positive experiences will say, “DIVORCE IS NOT AN OPTION FOR ME.” We will shout it from the mountain tops. It is a policy we stand firmly to, and so we truly are aiming to find a person who is right for us. Roll your eyes, and say, “You never know how easily it can happen to you.” Well, obviously, or half the population wouldn’t be doing it. But it’s the effort, and the concern, and the hard-headed will to find the right person that is beautiful in our kind. It’s cool to talk to another child of divorce who has this conviction. Will we all end up with a happily ever after? Surely not, but we are dreaming of a world in which that can happen, and a dream is where reality begins.
“The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.”
-Eleanor Roosevelt
5. Divorce Food
This is a new joke that has come up in my family, but it is something worth noting. It is common that whilst going through a divorce, parents may have fewer funds with only one income or paying the lawyer bills. So dinner gets a little less expensive, but a lot more creative. Top Ramen and Vienna Sausage galore! Though this may seem like a negative, particularly for those who believe we weren’t getting the right nutrition, it actually has more positives. We had all kinds of fun sprucing up cheap items, or finding ways to combine preexisting, nonperishables in the pantry. White minute rice and melted American cheese was a favorite of my sisters. I loved my dad’s weenies and biscuits (a combination of canned biscuits & vienna sausages). It seems disgusting, but as a child you are happy to be sitting at the table, filling your stomachs after a day of climbing trees. And the biggest reward of this life experience: college. Yep, it just so happens that most of us are pinching pennies in college, so us divorce kids can dive into our database knowledge of cheap meals to sustain us through the long nights of studying.
Again, divorce is nothing to wish for, but I hope this post can show that all children of divorce are not pitiful. We have learned and received tons of experiences that we would not have had otherwise, and we use them as tools for our future!
“However mean your life is, meet it and live it; do not shun it and call it hard names. It is not so bad as you are. It looks poorest when you are richest. The fault-finder will find faults even in paradise. Love your life, poor as it is. You may perhaps have some pleasant, thrilling, glorious hours, even in a poorhouse. The setting sun is reflected from the windows of the almshouse as brightly as from the rich man’s abode; the snow melts before its door as early in the spring. I do not see but a quiet mind may live as contentedly there, and have as cheering thoughts, as in a palace.”
― Henry David Thoreau, Walden